When this happens I remind myself (bear with me) of Jean-Paul Sartre who forgot - so deep was he in thought about all things existential - that he was on a bicycle that required pedaling. Ended up in a pile at the side of the road, still deep in thought. Different philosophies (although as a young woman I was utterly consumed by Sartre and de Beauvoir) but a very similar degree of focus.
My home life and relationships may have suffered a teensy bit as a result but I'm happy to say it feels as if there was good cause. I found some truth. Some development of my understanding. And it's got kind of interesting.
Because I'm back looking at reiki again, in that cyclic way I have of 'attract and repulse' with it. The reasons I've walked away in the past have included, in no particular order, charlatans, fakery: 'ancient Japanese system' anyone? (1922 actually), claims that it's 'Tibetan', 'Buddhist', oh and incredibly expensive and exclusive...shall I go on? The usual, human, shadow stuff that goes down. The endless bloody marketing and brand-building around something so simple and beautiful.
But a voice came to me this weekend, as I walked in philosophy, 'So, if what you're seeing here is true, surely that definition of the energy field we all belong to fits perfectly with Usui's ideas around reiki? And all that other business is just stuff you don't need to get all judgey around?'
Well yeah. S'pose.
So I spent some time in reiki. I spent some time in reiki and channeling it for Dooley who seemed quite happy (mind you, he always seems quite happy so don't let that observation sway you). It felt simple and clean and effective and true. Later, as we walked in the woods and I felt deep in the energy field, I chose to allow a sign to come through. No 'how', just 'allow'. Didn't care what it was about, just trusted it would be relevant.
Then this morning I received an email from a close friend saying she was feeling 'the urge' to do Reiki l and what did I think? And she sent a link to the people who would do her training. On their website I found this:
Well okay then.